What the Fuck Happened?....14 Months Later

"Where the Hell Were You?....."

It's been like 14 months since I've posted here on the website or done much at all with it in general, so where the hell have I been? Have I been making music? Did I die? Did I fall off the face of the earth into oblivion? Who knows? I sure as shit don't...

Anyway, these last 14 months have been rather eventful and uneventful at the same damn time. 2023 has been my best year on record, and 2024 is shaping up to be probably my worst year so far. I had many clients last year that brought in bigger projects with larger budgets, then the year started winding down, I got a mortgage and bought my house I've been living In the last 3 and a half years, and then Christmas Day everything went in the shitter... My stepdad passed away on Christmas Day while opening gifts, fucking NOT how I wanted to spend my holiday to bring in the new year. So it's just been depression ever since, I took a break from the studio for a bit to finish out the holidays and then in mid march one of my clients and good friends passed away from complications from a car accident, so that added to the depression I was already feeling, THEN Google took down my business listing for whatever reason so I had to submit to them information that Yes my studio still exists as a business, but there was 3 months from March to June that I didn't know it was down.. OH AND LET'S NOT FORGET TO MENTION.... I totaled my truck in a car accident one morning cracking the engine block in the process... So yay me killing the last thing my biological father gave me before he died... Not.... If it's not one thing, it's another.

What's the Outlook From Here?

What's the projected outlook from here? Honestly? I have no fucking clue... I'm kinda stuck at the moment because I'm having to reach out for help from a state funded service to help me find a job or get education to find a job... I just don't know. I'm going to try to make the rest of this year as banger as I can with what's left of it. I'm going to try to refocus, come out of the depressive slump, try to find a regular job and try to become an actual productive member of society. So that's the plan for the short term.

If anyone that came here cared enough to read this, thank you, I'm going to try to do more blog posting and coming up with new stuff to either sell or distribute. We'll see what the future holds.

Deuces for now.